2-3 months

Aside from waiting for my baby Ziggy's arrival (around november)...

I just applied for Permanent Residence status last week...I was advised I would get the results within 3-6 months. Pero yung mga kilala ko na nag-apply at na-approve within 2-3 months lang nakuha na results. Sana makapasa ako para magkakasama na uli kami ni May at Zia. Target date: January 2009.

As of right now, 2 of my batchmates were already approved for PR status. Hopefully I get to join them soon..

Wish me luck!!!

Despair

Nothing lasts long.
Soon it goes wasted
Exhausts,
and murders itself.

I know I contributed well.
But the energy and strength is running out.
The things delicate and true
is just a fiction of what the mind wants you to believe

The sanctuary
The pillar that I turn to whenever there's despair
The picture of what the heart and mind wants you to believe
Is slowly becoming an illusion
Gradually ceasing to exist.

Somehow I understand why beings
Similar to this circumstance
Often retreat to a dim corner
With lingering thoughts
That maybe THEIR Life would be better
Devoid of reason.
Lacking for purpose.

Pretending is no longer a shelter.
Do not be alarmed
If the light never flickers again.

Exhausted
Pounding
Crushing
Beating
Ending.
Ending.
End.

Its a Boy! Its a Boy!

Its a Boy!!!
Here comes Ziggy!!!

"yung unang pic kamukha ni Zia..."